Bittersweet Life...

Saturday, July 09, 2005

it's pure boredom every other weekends... my family's soo dead when comes to goin out or doin activities... argh...

woke up 2 todae... haha... sooo nice to wake up late on a sat.. i mean, i had been wakin up at 5 sth on sats for the past 2 mths... had my lunch. then went out to get my hp back! yay! haha... but all the data all gone... hp nos gone.. sweet and nice smses gone... ringtones gone... PICTURES gone! haiz....

by the time i got back, it was time for the comedies on tv every sat.. live with bonnie, macolm in the middle and the simpsons... and then it was my all time fave movie- the wedding singer. this movie never fails to make me shed a tear or two and at the same time make me laugh too... a real sweet movie...

and juz like tt, my day's over and night was already approaching. so fast time passes by... dun u think so?

i've realised tt i have not been watchin tv. even desperate housewives. even las vegas. even commercials. coz, u c, i come home late everyday, which thereafter, i spend time online and then go to bed... on weekends, lately, i got stuff to attend outside, or there'll be no shows to watch... my life's all abt goin online now... haiz.. mundane as it maybe, it actually erases all my boredom away..... lappie rules now... tv sucks... haha

didnt go dinner yesterday... was tired. sorrie siti, sorry charles.. sorry everyone...

i cant wait for mon... sch is my saviour now.. sch's where all the fun, laughter, challenges, frustrations blend together to give me a perfect combination of how life should be. of how MY life should be.

yesterday, i received excellent news... hehe.. i am now a member secretary of the exco of SPNPCC... im kinda elated la. it's worth givin a try in this post, coz it's sth i've never done b4... life's gonna get more exciting in sch with my post in spnpcc.. and wat's more, im now appointed to do props and make up and costumes for an upcoming ssp production. and once again, this is definitely my first time doin sth like tt.... it's challengin, yet fun... esp since the ppl i work with are a bunch of awesome peeps.. i hope i wont cock up these task... coz if i do, ill spoil the whole production.. oh my.. wish me all the best ya..

there's loads of new opportunities presentin itself to me in sp. i feel fortunate, yet scared. with the stuff tt im gonna handle in the future, be it studies or npcc or ssp, im very sure tt life's gonna be hectic but wonderful. it's gonna be a whole new rollercoaster ride in sp. and i cant wait...

oh yeah.. i've yet to tell my family abt me being part of a production or me bein part of an exco... i dun feel the urge or the point to tell them... it seems like they have no reaction to any great news tt i would usually share with them.

ok.. this is not abt family. i guess ppl do change... power makes them change. power makes them go blind. power makes them unreasonable. it's none of u in my links.. so dun worry. im juz soo sick of the way u treat us... im juz upset with the way u act when u cant get things in ur hand, under ur power. im dissapointed.

ema, i wanna see my nice eyes again... haha... i have my mr nice hair everyday... jealous? btw, azhar, mr nice hair is not zulu.. haha...

nice talkin with khairi on the phone last nite... been a while. take care dearie...

zulu: and he starts again...

Smashed into pieces at 7/09/2005 11:02:00 PM